The views from where I lay, healing.
My kids are doing their homework without a ton of convincing. They know that they need to and I am so thankful that they are old enough to just get to work!
This dog! Every window he sees me through, he sits next to. It’s like he is keeping me safe and making sure I am well!
A peaceful room with lots of warm blankets! It is so very cold outside, and the weather has been crazy! Last Friday, the day I went into my surgery, the temperature was -6! Today it is 37 and raining! It has been so very strange, but I am not complaining! We are a state that thrives on snowfall and skiing, so keep it coming.
I am feeling a little better, which is also something to be thankful for! However, today I have a ton of swelling and discomfort. But even with this discomfort, I realize that I have a wonderful family who is waiting on me so well! The kids are getting whatever I need and are ordering me to stay in bed! How nice is that?
I also read this quote today which has put so much in perspective:
“…just for today — DO. NOT. WORRY. “Give your entire attention to what God is doing right now, and don’t get worked up about what may or may not happen tomorrow. God will help you deal with whatever hard things come up when the time comes.” Matt6:34MSG
Just for today: Be a prayer warrior–not a panicked worrier. You either leave your worries with God . . . or your worries will make you leave God.
Worry is just the facade of taking action — when prayer really is. ” -Ann Voskamp
I have been so tremendously worried that I will not heal properly this week. I have been having this condition for 4 months, and I am so concerned that the surgery will not fix the problem. I am ready to get back to “normal”. But I am seeing that this has been a way for God to show me how to rely on Him. How if I ask for help from others, they are quick to come to my aid. That I have wonderful friends who will help put on a Wednesday meal at a moments notice. I have a friend who brings me Dr. Pepper because she knows I love it! I have a husband who takes our daughter to Girl Scouts and sits through meetings. I have readers who wish me the best. Guess what? The world still moves when I am not! I am so very grateful for you all and this longer than expected recovery. Without it, I would not get to see the tremendous blessings in my life.
This surgery has been a little bit tougher than I thought it would be. It is not really the pain of the procedure, although it is uncomfortable, but it is instead the anesthesia. Anesthesia is always so hard on my body, and on Friday I spent most of the day throwing up and then Saturday feeling very hungover. Today, I finally was able to get up and move a little. I put my Christmas ornaments away, and was able to tell my kids where all the boxes of decorations go. Then, I laid down for most of the afternoon, feeling quite down. The pain and weariness were getting to me, and I was allowing my anxiety and depression to get the better of me. Felling quite sorry for myself. Then I started to look around and I noticed how my family loves me. My husband and Middle Bit have spent the past two days making meals together. Meals that will nourish the family and help me to feel better. The house has been picked up, laundry done and the chores finished. The house has been quite and they have allowed me to sleep whenever I needed. We have spent some precious time together as a family watching movies, and listening to the radio. My daughter has made me some of the cutest get well presents. My husband has been so gentile and kind to me as I try to recover. Most importantly, this recovery is truly going as scheduled. My body has accomplished the major “landmarks” it is supposed to. I was blessed enough to see a specialist who provides a surgery with a week of recovery as opposed to 4 to 6 weeks of being down. There is truly so much to be thankful for, and now I must allow myself to take the time it needs to recover. This is how I give of myself this day and in the upcoming days. Allow my family to take care of me, allow my body to heal properly. So much to be thankful for.
I hope you all have a wonderful week!
This Christmas break has been one of the best we have ever had. Truly! There were no expectations, no hurrying to get somewhere, Mr. Bits had almost two whole weeks off and we were all together! The days were full of sitting or doing whatever came to mind. I think we have all been dreading the reality of today, but it was nice to get back into a groove. The kids started school today, and it actually went smoothly. No arguing about starting a routine. I think they secretly were excited to get back to a normal routine. I actually started cleaning my house and putting the decorations away. I am not putting all of them away since we celebrate through Epiphany, but I did want to get started. My urge to have a clean house was just too overwhelming. The tree will stay up through the weekend though. Part of my urge was due to the fact I have a small surgery on Friday. Nothing too huge to worry about, but I will be down at most a week, hopefully not even that long but we shall see. I want to make sure the house is in order so that no one has to worry about anything. Of course it includes the schedule for Mr. Bits to keep up with, and I know he will do great, but I think us mothers worry sometimes! It’s just that we know the schedule so well!
Thought a great deal about my new mantra today. How have I given of myself this day? I realized that on a daily basis we give so much of ourselves that we forget to really see it. Making sure to devote my attention to the kids when they are wanting to show me something. It sounds small, but it is so tremendously huge! I cannot forget to do this and truly be in the moment or I will miss out on so very much! A small thing given of myself this day. The dinner put on the table, the toilet that was cleaned, the homework that was helped with. All of this may not seem like much, but it is my way of giving and I am thankful for the opportunity. I also thought about how giving of myself means that I must take care of myself, and so here I sit in a quiet space journaling about the day. Therapy for my soul, and peace that is needed. This moment of remembering to savor and be grateful for the gifts that were given to me this day. What a journey!
Peace to you all this night, and thank you for reading!
We have enjoyed our time together this Christmas. Honestly 2016 was a very busy and slightly overwhelming year. Mr. Bits is finally back home after four long months, the kids and their activities have settled down at least for the past two weeks, and I have been working away on various projects. All in all, the year has been good, but I am glad to have a fresh start!
Here are some pictures of our very quiet Christmas this year.
Christmas Eve Fun: Two church services, decorating cookies and new pajamas!
Christmas Day gifts and rest.
After Christmas Snowshoeing.
After Christmas Hike on a Frozen River with our dogs!
Happy New Year Breakfast!
From our family to yours, Have a very Happy and Healthy 2017!
First I would like to say Phoenix is hot!!!!!! Second I would like to say, I was tremendously thankful for the hotel having a pool!!!!!! With that being said, we did have a great time in Phoenix. It was fun having absolutely no responsibilities for a while.
Middle Bit was born in this great city, so he had fun seeing the old house we lived in, hospital he was born in and the church he was baptized in. We took him to the church he was baptized at, and one of the priests is still there almost 13 years later! I have a picture of her holding him as a baby, and now of them standing next to each other 13 years later. Time does fly!
Other highlights were visiting Tombstone and Bisbee. If I had the chance to live in Bisbee, I would. The town is so eclectic and much cooler in temperature. Love it!
We had a great time, but like all good things, we had to come back home. We were all grateful for the time away and time spent together!
What were some of the trips you have been on this summer?
Our old basketball hoop was a hunk of junk. It was not a permanent basketball hoop, which honestly caused a great deal of problems. It was constantly blowing over in the wind, which meant the hoop itself was an unusual shape. It was not round, but instead oval, and even rectangular. One day, we finally took it apart, but this left the kids without a net. For our oldest child, that is a big deal. He love basketball! So we began looking for a good deal on a permanent goal. The price for these is unreal!! 800 to a 1, 000 dollars. Something we could not afford! Some friends of ours had taken an old basketball goal down at their house. Their boys, are young, and they decided to remove it. The goal was totally old school playground. The long white pole, with a simple white board and rim. They offered it for free, and so we jumped on it. We had the pole powder coated black, we sanded the board and repainted it a nice bright white and repainted the orange square on the backboard. All it needed after that was a new net, and it started to look brand new! It was a great project for the three boys to work on together, and cement into the ground. Now we have a basketball hoop installed permanently into the ground, and in the end it only ended up costing us $200!
There have been many games of horse and pig played on it since returning home from Phoenix. Nothing like a summer evening playing basketball!
Hope your summers are going well!
It never ceases to amaze me what my kids can do with cardboard. They have made so many things. Dioramas, houses, cars etc. Recently, Little Bit went to a girl scout camp that was centered around Mine Craft. All arts and crafts had something to do with this game. My children have not been allowed to play this game for quite some time, not because the game is bad, but because I caught them looking up how to videos for the game that were not children friendly. They did not even ask to look them up. So, we told them no more game, and for some reason, simply forgot about it. All of us, including the children lost the desire for the game. Until recently with the Girl Scout Camp.
Our answer is still no, but they decided to play the game on their own, making the armor. Oh my goodness, their imaginations are better than the game! Middle and Little Bit made their armors, and have taken great care of them. Every day they come out and lay with it for a while, outside with the dogs. Somehow, the dogs have become part of their game as well.
I cannot help but think that this way may be better than the game. They are playing, using their imaginations, and having a great time. If the game was being played, they would be sitting in the house, and frankly missing out on summer. I also am so happy to see Middle Bit, who is getting older, still wanting to play. This truly makes my heart sing.
Hope you are all enjoying your summer and using your imaginations!